Group stretch…
Sly sniffed at the keys,
but Little Fur could see already,
that they were all too small,
for the great lock on the door of the giant’s cage…
“Lucky for you,
emerald eye…
Run far and fast before my teeth close the throat,”
said the black cat…
He gave a terrible snarling growl of laughter and rage…
“A true thing, caged, does not know itself,”
Gem hooted softly…
— in little fur: A Mystery of Wolves by Isobelle Carmody
Last night,
as she was making home-made,
grapefruit flavoured,
jelly beans,
Starshine said,
Mama,
If we weren’t in this house,
I don’t think the Canucks would be doing,
how they’re doing…
So it’s a good thing we’re still here…
At that moment,
I was laying,
in the living room,
on my back,
trying to nurse,
a post-season slam,
into the boards,
and I sent a smile,
to everyone,
on the team,
air mail…
Seems as though,
a dormant issue,
was aggravated,
in the last 72 hours,
over Alain Vigneault’s comments,
about how Raffi’s upper-body injury,
became a lower-body injury,
when I split a gut,
fell off the couch,
and cracked a rib…
Now the thing about ribs,
is that referred swelling,
and pain,
can create symptoms,
mirroring,
cardiac arrest…
So on Sunday night,
some hours after,
the Vancouver Canucks pasted,
the Chicago Blackhawks,
3-2,
I woke from a dream,
and couldn’t breath…
The left side of my body,
seized up,
and my heart felt like a rock…
But I knew I wasn’t dead yet,
because I had my finger,
on a pulse,
and the insight,
to Stay focused,
on the breath…
With each inward draw,
I surrounded,
my major organ,
with oxygen,
and managed,
to get through,
a rough night…
When I saw the double-double,
that went down,
between Torres,
and Seabrook,
I thought to myself,
Buddy,
You said you were going to play smart,
and I believe in you…
Little Gem,
sitting beside me,
said,
Mama,
Raffi needs Manny,
to settle him down…
When you’re working wisely,
with horses,
you only use as much energy,
to push back,
as they are pushing at you,
not more…
Or you won’t get anywhere,
in the long run…
When using hits,
to create energy,
or take energy away,
you have to do the math,
on your own containment,
especially in all,
the grey areas,
which include,
but are not exclusive to,
behind the net…
If the force you’re putting out,
to remove others from the game,
results in taking yourself out,
for the duration,
forget consultation,
with a sleep specialist,
an appointment,
with your inner accountant,
is what the situation,
is calling for…
Watching your team,
hoist the silver,
from the stable,
isn’t what the doctor ordered,
but it’s what can happen,
if a conservation plan,
for trotting the puck,
to home base,
isn’t in place,
come round two…
While the three of us,
were checking out the gallery,
behind the lens,
Little Gem wondered,
Mama,
Do you think Raffi buys his suits from Moore’s???
I nickered,
and said,
That’s highly unlikely…
#13,
and all of his buddies,
are working towards,
being men,
who can hunt,
their power suits,
through extremely diverse,
departments,
by following elements,
of classical dressage…
Riding hood…
Suddenly,
Torak had the strangest sense that the cub knew what he was thinking…
More than any other hunters in the Forest,
Fa whispered in his mind,
wolves are like us…
They hunt in packs…
They enjoy talking and playing…
They have a fierce love for their mates and cubs…
And each wolf works hard for the good of the pack…
— in Wolf Brother by Michelle Paver
I’ve been counting down,
the games…
Only one more to go,
and then,
#13 is bound,
to make mincemeat,
on Blackhawk ice…
During the last two games of the regular season,
Little Gem sat beside me,
on our old couch,
and said,
I miss Raffi…
Things just aren’t the same without him….
Absence not only makes,
the heart grow fonder,
it also,
works its magic,
in teaching contrast…
Just like we can’t remember,
what life was like,
before we got the the cats,
last October,
I’m finding it difficult,
to remember,
what the Canucks were like,
before Raffi’s hat trick,
last November…
Seems to me,
that was his way of saying,
Heads up,
because I’m here now…
And maybe this four game suspension,
is his way of saying,
Heads up,
because I’m well-rested,
and I’m in the business,
of taking no prisoners…
And his being back,
ain’t just gonna be pretty,
it’s gonna be,
a Torresian experience,
outside the penalty box…
Yesterday,
a horse got away from me,
by breaking through,
a make-shift fence,
before I could get,
the boards across…
You can’t hold back,
a horse,
who’s hell bent,
on being with his buddies…
And that drive to be,
with his herd,
is what shifted my panic,
to purpose,
because when I thought,
he was gone for good,
that painted horse,
turned a corner,
mid-flight,
through an open gate,
and straight into the paddock,
he calls home…
Revel stoke…
It takes practice,
to simultaneously help both species modulate their arousal,
in tense situations,
while reading the complex nuances of equine behaviour,
communicating both the client’s and horse’s constantly shifting mental and emotional states…
— in Riding Between the Worlds by Linda Kahanov
The other night,
after the recipient,
of the Art Ross,
was clarified,
I had a dream,
I was sitting,
in a living room,
with a gathering,
of hockey players…
One of the twins,
introduced a rookie,
to the rest of us…
He said,
This is so and so,
from Anaheim,
and he likes to be rubbed under his chin…
The rest of us giggled,
but went along with it,
saying,
Whatever it takes,
to help the new guy,
feel comfortable,
in uncertain circumstances…
and all offered up,
a healthy scratch,
under his soul patch…
I woke up happy,
wondering if I’m on drugs,
and then remembered,
the play-off bottle,
doesn’t have a safety cap,
and can be filled,
at any time,
without prescription…
One of THE things,
about horses is,
the left side of the brain,
does not automatically,
translate to the right…
So when a horse,
is learning to change,
an old pattern of response,
you have to make sure,
you introduce,
the concept,
to both sides of the body…
The integration,
of the new information,
doesn’t occur,
under the pressure,
of compliance,
or performance,
but in the rest,
and relaxation,
that happens,
after practice…
And the partner’s job,
is to say,
Take as long a you need,
for things to sink in…
I’m willing,
to wait for you…
On Sunday night,
after a long day,
in a quonset ring,
with ten horses,
and their riders,
we were back home,
and Starshine was catching Boy Cat,
with a long blue ribbon…
She flopped down on my bed,
and said,
Look Mama,
I’m fly fishing…
And then she demonstrated,
the repetitive technique,
of reeling in,
and casting out…
I asked her if she was channeling…
She said,
Mamahhh!!!
I’m NOT a medium…
I just know about your fascination,
with fresh water fishing…
Then she said,
When you have a steelhead,
on your line,
you have to play him,
long enough,
for him to realize,
fighting’s no use…
I know the Chicago Blackhawks are in town,
because as a lead mare,
I can feel those colts,
all hot,
to snort,
and throw,
their weight,
around the track,
from a mile away…
So today,
after washing windows,
and making coconut cupcakes,
with vanilla bean frosting,
I’m going to picture myself,
at centre ice,
in Roger’s Arena,
driving my home team,
in a circle,
of response-ability…
All in the name,
of a super-spicy,
first round,


